[She's still looking him over, like she's trying to glean more specific information.]
A fae curse is like... placing a mark on someone you intend to victimize. Like, signing a contract promising to hurt someone. The fae in question is given power by that contract, in order to fulfill the deed. The end results vary.
It's not that whatever she wants is what will definitely happen, but she's dedicated herself to the attempt. It's the intention that has weight, and it means that the magic will conspire to aid her. It's a fate thing... like a geas, but inverted.
End results vary... [ May cause death. Of course. ] I see. So I can expect something terrible to befall me, in some form, but will the Starlight's protection hold for Mr. Strange and Steven? Will she be able to track me simply because she's cursed me?
[ Naturally, he'll only think of himself after he knows the answers to these, assuming the Ringmaster even has answers for them. ]
Tracking would be possible with any kind of magical bond... that's probably how Nightshade found you in the first place. You still had a contract with the Rose Queen, even if you betrayed it, and the circumstances were a bit dubious.
Maybe it will be easier for her now. I'm not sure. This whole time, I'd been thinking you were protected. [She pauses, trailing off...]
You're very concerned with those two, aren't you?
[It seems more that way, knowing that he made a deal on their behalf instead of just including them along with himself.]
I'm concerned about plenty of people. [ So he can be tracked. That confirms the absolute worst to him, putting the entire carnival in danger. Seeing how he already looks pretty grim, there can't be much said for looking any grimmer. ] But it was Mr. Strange's dilemma that moved me to search out such protection. If anything were to happen to him before he saw his purpose through in England, I would find myself very much out of time.
[ Or however that would work, he doesn't know and he won't have to know, now. ]
For Steven... I think too many take it as a kindness, but if the Rose Queen found him, it would only lead Nightshade back to Mr. Strange again.
[ In short, protecting Steven was convenient, though he did feel like he owed him regardless. ]
Only this brings us back to the new problem at hand. If I can be found, it may be better to leave me in Wismuth.
Because, given that Nightshade is already on Wismuth, staying there without the ability to draw on the Void would be tantamount to suicide.
[She says it quite plainly.]
And, since you refuse to be sentimental yourself, I will say that it's because there are people here that care about you - and if you found a solution for Strange and Steven's problems, we can find a solution to yours. You're an excellent Acquisitioner besides that, and a good man.
You probably deserve better than the things you've been dealt... so far as a fae can judge anything about moral fiber.
[ Well, she's not wrong. In any of that, actually, though he could dispute the 'good man' part. He can always dispute that one. He won't, though, so he'll just take a damn compliment for once and, slowly, offer her a weak smile in return. ]
I daresay you might lose a Nightrider and a magician as well if I remained behind anyway, now that I think of it. [ And he won't thank her, not directly. It's a disinclination that lingers from all the way back in Portland, the original root of this damnable problem. ] Very well. If you're willing to keep me on regardless, I suppose a traveling carnival is more like to turn up a fix to this than staying in one place.
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[She's still looking him over, like she's trying to glean more specific information.]
A fae curse is like... placing a mark on someone you intend to victimize. Like, signing a contract promising to hurt someone. The fae in question is given power by that contract, in order to fulfill the deed. The end results vary.
It's not that whatever she wants is what will definitely happen, but she's dedicated herself to the attempt. It's the intention that has weight, and it means that the magic will conspire to aid her. It's a fate thing... like a geas, but inverted.
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[ Naturally, he'll only think of himself after he knows the answers to these, assuming the Ringmaster even has answers for them. ]
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Maybe it will be easier for her now. I'm not sure. This whole time, I'd been thinking you were protected. [She pauses, trailing off...]
You're very concerned with those two, aren't you?
[It seems more that way, knowing that he made a deal on their behalf instead of just including them along with himself.]
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[ Or however that would work, he doesn't know and he won't have to know, now. ]
For Steven... I think too many take it as a kindness, but if the Rose Queen found him, it would only lead Nightshade back to Mr. Strange again.
[ In short, protecting Steven was convenient, though he did feel like he owed him regardless. ]
Only this brings us back to the new problem at hand. If I can be found, it may be better to leave me in Wismuth.
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No.
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Why?
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[She says it quite plainly.]
And, since you refuse to be sentimental yourself, I will say that it's because there are people here that care about you - and if you found a solution for Strange and Steven's problems, we can find a solution to yours. You're an excellent Acquisitioner besides that, and a good man.
You probably deserve better than the things you've been dealt... so far as a fae can judge anything about moral fiber.
[She winks.]
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I daresay you might lose a Nightrider and a magician as well if I remained behind anyway, now that I think of it. [ And he won't thank her, not directly. It's a disinclination that lingers from all the way back in Portland, the original root of this damnable problem. ] Very well. If you're willing to keep me on regardless, I suppose a traveling carnival is more like to turn up a fix to this than staying in one place.